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hate or pain no.88 by ~artysanniegirl:iconartysanniegirl:

Categories Literature > Poetry > Horror & Macabre > Open


I hate how you laugh
I hate how you look
I hate how you talk
I hate how you walk
I hate how you think

I hate how you dont pay attention to me
I hate how you dont hold me
I hate how you ignore me
I hate how you ditch me
I hate what you did to me

I hate that i dont hate you
And that i still love you

What did you do to me?
My lifes spiralling downward
All because of you

You make me do the things i do
You make me take these scissors
You make me cry these tears
You make me feel these things
You make me think about you

Why the fuck did you do this to me?
©2007-2010 ~artysanniegirl
:iconartysanniegirl:

Author's Comments

my lifes been really ugh lately...my bf might break up with me (and i really dont want to) and my friends are leaving me or something (idk how to explain) but basically this is my thoughts. dont judge me and if ur just gonna put "get a life you emo kid", then leave me the fuck alone.

anyways
yeah.....

*EDIT* im using this for my challenge... #88 pain)

THE LIST:
1. Introduction - [link]
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray - [link]
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

Comments


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~BloodyNeedlez Oct 20, 2007, 9:38:42 PM
thats fucking deep *hugs* its okay Angeleen. im faving this

--
This is my brain
And I live in it
It’s tucked away behind my eyes
Where all my fucked up thoughts can hide
God forbid I hurt sumbody
This is my brain
And it’s fine
Its where I spend the vast majority of my time
Its not perfect
But it’s mine
- Tim Minchin
:iconartysanniegirl:
~artysanniegirl Oct 20, 2007, 9:39:55 PM
:) thanks danny

and i know it fucking sucks.....well the feeling...not so much the writting lol

--
People are like slinkies
They are useless
But you can't help but smile
When you push them down the stairs
:iconbloodyneedlez:
~BloodyNeedlez Oct 20, 2007, 9:41:46 PM
lolz. well ifu ever need to talk just call me...anytime except this weekend mom grounded and my mom took my phone...sorry

--
This is my brain
And I live in it
It’s tucked away behind my eyes
Where all my fucked up thoughts can hide
God forbid I hurt sumbody
This is my brain
And it’s fine
Its where I spend the vast majority of my time
Its not perfect
But it’s mine
- Tim Minchin
:iconartysanniegirl:
~artysanniegirl Oct 20, 2007, 9:42:47 PM
aww that sucks....u dont have ur phone?

--
People are like slinkies
They are useless
But you can't help but smile
When you push them down the stairs
:iconedwardcullenfreak:
~edwardcullenfreak Oct 21, 2007, 1:13:19 AM
:petting: :hug:

--
So long and thanks for all the fish! :giggle:
:iconneongenesis-endsong:
~neongenesis-endsong Oct 21, 2007, 3:02:31 AM
"I hate that i dont hate you
And that i still love you"

Very well known feeling as of late *rolls eyes* as of all the time actually, anyway, hope something turns in the right path for you sweety, this is a sad piece, but I also like it, its my type of piece, and emo?? dont be silly :hug: your to good for that stupid label :P

--
"Man fears the darkness, and so he scrapes away at the edges of it with fire."
:iconmwashley:
Mood: Sadness ~mwashley Oct 21, 2007, 3:34:07 AM
When something important is going wrong, everything seems to be going wrong. I'm sorry you're going this now, but as long as you keep looking, you'll eventually find a way out from under the clouds. Until then . . . :hug:



Oh, and, the scissors--best used for cutting up old photos. . . nothing else.

--
---
Imagination sets us free to be just what we want to be. . .
:iconbloodyneedlez:
~BloodyNeedlez Oct 21, 2007, 8:43:42 AM
nope, im not even supposed to be on the comp either

--
This is my brain
And I live in it
It’s tucked away behind my eyes
Where all my fucked up thoughts can hide
God forbid I hurt sumbody
This is my brain
And it’s fine
Its where I spend the vast majority of my time
Its not perfect
But it’s mine
- Tim Minchin
:iconartysanniegirl:
~artysanniegirl Oct 21, 2007, 10:24:17 AM
smart

--
People are like slinkies
They are useless
But you can't help but smile
When you push them down the stairs
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